17. . a year has passed.

hey guys...
hehehehe...
i dont know if im getting old or anything, but these few days since 30th of july, i got nostalgic...
ehehhehe...

last friday, 30th of july, im officially 17... hehhe. it was my b'day.
then i thought, "time flies so fast"! another year has passed without me really realizing bout it..
ckkckckckc...

this year is my first time celebrating my b'day with my friends.(party)
it was quite fun and happy. Then suddenly these past few days i was thinking bout my last b'day.
last year, there was no party, no nothing!!! but i sure was happy last year...
i started to remember and miss those days, in 2009.
miss those days so much! 2009 was my fav year. there were not much problem, we can enjoy our life and have fun together. another reason is...... ehmmmmmmmm........
well, because of that person... hehehehe... this doesnt mean that i havent let go of her! i've let everything go!
just that, i saw her profile on fb, and i couldnt control myself to take a peek at her photos..
hehehehe... because of that, i got real nostalgic. i miss the past so much... miss those times...
maybe im really getting old, heheheh, cause normally only old man that keeps on thinking bout the past.
hahahahah...
when i saw her photos, i thought bout those times we spent together.(eventhough just through text message)
we spent a year together, i miss that year. a year is actually a short time, but we went through so much together. heheheheh...
it's quite weird. we used to be so close, we spent a year together, we were so "close", more than i ever thought we would be, but now, we might not even be friends anymore. NOT EVEN ON FB.
to tell the truth, our status/relationship now is actually "not friends" or "stranger".
a year passed so fast, yet so much has changed.
hehehehehe... i really have let go of her, it's just that i dont want us to be like what we are now.
sigh...
i tried not to think bout this anymore, but whenever i have nothing to to, i will start to space out, and think bout those times. hehehehehe...
maybe it's because those times have left a great and memorable memories in my mind.
it caused such a great impact in my mind and my personality.
hehehehehe...
people are always tend to think bout the past, those sweet memories that they had...
hehehheh...
i will keep those memories and take it as an unforgettable experience..
hehehhe

that is all...
good night!